Internet at home is being dumb/super slow. I’m going to bed. Cause I’m bored and there is no one to text anymore. :(

Plus I have practically no more data left on my phone.

Today was a good day. Though I got scolded at by my dad, it was totally worth the time I spent with him. :3 It is unbelievable that I miss him so much already. It’s been an HOUR and I miss him.
He went out of his way to take me to my optometrist to see if she would let me job shadow. And for the second time, she was not there. =.= so, we went shopping at fairview and then to pacific mall. LOL there we saw some guy driving a car with a baby in hand and using his phone.. Sooo dangerous.
Dinner was decent; not the best but I couldn’t be more happy to spend the time with him and my best friend. Dessert afterwards was super filling but totally worth spending the extra time with them.

Today was a good day. :3 I cannot believe what he told me. EHEHEHEHEH!!!! *Insert fangirl-ing me* He thinks I’m his last girlfriend. That means three things. Either he’s going to marry me, die alone or realize he’s gay. When I told him this, he laughed… And said he said he doubts it’s the latter so :3 ehehehehehehehehehheehhe. I am excited to see what the future has in store for us.

He also has a second round interview tomorrow. I feel so anxious and excited for him. I cannot wait to hear how it goes. It’s insane how much I care about what happens to him. It’s like he’s a second part of me….

Well this short good night post turned out to be longer than I thought LOL EEHEHEHEHEHEHHE. :3

I wonder if I’m the last thing on his mind before he sleeps. I also wonder if I’m the first on his as well.

He sure is on my mind.

We’re going on a date on Monday.

I kinda feel guilty if I go out the first weekday I spend at home. But I want to go on our date. I FEEL GUILTY BECAUSE I FREAKING MISSED MY EXAM AND MY PROF STILL HASN’T GOTTEN BACK TO ME YET.

IN THE BACK OF MY MIND I CANNOT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT. IT CONSTANTLY GOES THROUGH MY HEAD. WHAT IFs. WHAT IF I NEED TO RETAKE THE COURSE. WHAT IF I END UP FAILING. WHAT IF I DON’T GET INTO OPTOMETRY SCHOOL. WHAT WILL I DO?!? WILL IT BE BECAUSE I MIXED UP MY FREAKING EXAM TIME?!? I AM SO STUPID. I AM GOING TO GO TO SLEEP.

:( :( :( ;( I am so stressed out because of this :(

Why I had my rant in caps I do not know. But deal with it. Good night world of tumblr.

How I am still awake I do not know. But there is one thing I do know, he is not a burden - even when he’s sick. He should know that.

Though I know he is super frustrated that he’s still sick. I really hope he gets better. It sucks to be just watching and not being able to do anything to help!

I’m kinda sad that this week is over. I was the most free this week. Next week is going to be a bummer. A midterm and two lab reports. Then the week after there’s another lab report. JOOOYYY. I’m going to have so much fun.

On a brighter note, I’ll be heading over to his place in the morning. It should be an exciting adventure. And finally meeting his parents. And friends….. Ahhhhhh!!! I’m actually kinda super nervous. But I’ll never admit to that.

His playoff game is tomorrow night. I hope he wins!!!!! Ahhhhh I think I’m super nervous for that too…. And also taking the go bus by myself to a place that I’ve never been to…
Tomorrow will be such an adventure.

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